frotherPest wrote:I think he hates it.
It is a constant source of denigration to him.
It has exposed his fetishes.
It has ruined his dreams.
He knows he is an object of derision and ridicule and it eats away at him.
The subject it specializes in stopped being something he cared about many years ago.
His ability to actually control anything or anyone is limited and that frustrates him. He is shown to be powerless, weak, lacking influence and a fragile snowflake.
Maintaining the site is time consuming and he is trapped by it because it is his only - yet declining - source of income and his only means to keep the attention of women who would otherwise never acknowledge him.
Even though he is struggling to pay the bills with it, it no longer has sellable value so he can’t get rid of it.
Are you trying to get us to feel sorry for Bill?
It won't work. The man is a total cunt and he's reaping what he sowed.